By Cassia | Photo by Clay
Orange Orgasm
I center my sex, especially when I masturbate, on opening all my channels to feel as much as this beautiful body allows. As my excitement grows, I pay extra attention to areas that offer resistance. This is where I like to go. Be it a limiting thought about what I fantasize about or if my body simply is withholding physically, I am there exploring. When I first looked into the camera, I was distracted. My husband, who was shooting the pictures, encouraged me to make the camera part of the fantasy and my apprehension quickly shifted. I saw the lens as an inviting tunnel and I soon found myself inviting it in to my pleasure.
At first I was disappointed with the developed pictures because I thought they were not technically appropriate. But as I started working with them I could see the softness in my eyes. I am surprised at how "quiet" the pictures are, for I was far from quiet inside while masturbating. In that sense, it is a unique experience for me to recognize how intense I feel and what the world can see on the outside. Sharing this experience helps me to appreciate the lush, vulnerable, real side of myself. I believe it is my soul's desire to express it self totally, with full celebration and love!Return to Contents